17th. Birthday.

No.

I'm not gonna post about my hm................sweet 17th's photos or videos or whatever.
Just want to share the experience and the feels in it.
There's nothing in that I-wish-I-could-call-it special-12th-april, anyway -_-
Just like my another birthdays before.
Relax, that's not so ironic guys.
I'm not that kind of 17th party fanatics, so I can stand on it hehehehe.

Anyway, I've got so many usefull things for my future on that date.
Uh okay, I'm not the "wolf in the sheep's clothing" person.
In some case, it was really brought me down.
The things were so unexpectable in negative way.
Everything ruined my mood, my heart to be exact.
And somehow the tears were so productive in that day.


Worst 17th birthday that ever exist on earth, baby.


I ever told this things to my bestfriends, Gabby and Vina.
At the end of the story, Gabby was cried.
Hahahahahaha that was kinda funny, I laughed at her.
Seriously, I never expected my story would be that sad.
I mean, I didn't even realize I just had one of the worst thing ever happened for a teenager.
Crying out loud in the corner of your room, with the blanket and Twitter -your only two friends- on your 17th birthday? That's not only horrible, that's disgusting.
I felt so exhaustingly broken that day.
Very much.
Even this emoticon :'(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( cannot describe how I felt.

Then, in the middle of turnover day, in the middle of my depression, I got the point.
Based on some reasons, I felt blessed and thankfull in a row.
Why?
I think God has planned something behind those things.
And I believe, He didn't make it for every people on earth.
That was and this is and that'll be special.
I got special gift from God :>

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Let's deem that every birthday is a special prizes trip made by The Big Boss.
If we are able to pass the hurdles, we'll get the prize.

If you have the same birthday story, trust me, there's always something hiding behind it.
Why don't you try to discover it?

"Just pass the trip and get the prize."

Cheers,

Mbe.